Rainbow!, originally uploaded by Mad-Eye Melissa.

[Can you see the rainbow? We were driving back to Connecticut from Pennsylvania, and this rainbow was incredible -- really wide, and you could see ALL of the colors. The sky had darkened a bit by the time I got this shot, and it's not as visible, unfortunately.]

Points to anyone who catches the title reference, by the way.

So I fixed CW up a little bit… The old theme was irreparable, in the sense that it would have taken me more than 20 minutes to fix, and I am SO not that patient these days. I slapped a new one up, fixed the sidebar, made a quickie graphic, and I’m done. Someday soon, I’ll make it prettier. For now, we go with “sleek.” Okay? Okay. ;)

In other news, I’m feeling a little better this morning… I got more bloodwork back, and everything is essentially normal; I don’t have anything super-serious, which is a HUGE relief, and that weight off of my shoulders has gone pretty far toward my overall improvement. (Those of you familiar with — oh, what’s the word? Hypochondria? OH THAT’S RIGHT — yeahthat — will totally understand, I’m sure.) The bulk of the stomach nonsense has subsided, as well, so… Here’s to getting better?

With all the doctor-type stuff done, I’ll be heading back to Pennsylvania tomorrow, to give this another try. Mom and Dad will drive back with me (and the UHaul, which will be good for a laugh) and make sure that I’m set up well enough to actually take care of myself this time. That will be nice. ;)

I really want to stop in and see everyone at my former job, but — this is going to sound ridiculous — I miss them ALL SO MUCH that I think it might do more harm than good.

I REALLY miss them. You don’t even understand. The other morning, before work, I looked at the beautiful card they gave me when I left, and I GOT CHOKED UP. …Okay, I cried. Just a little bit, BUT STILL.

Sigh. This is not an easy endeavor.

I’m going to try and enjoy this gorgeous day and lessen some more of this awful stress. (Who knew?)

Happy weekend, everyone.